Cynthia m. benavides

I’m a devoted wife, mom, and youth pastor, but more than anything, I’m someone who’s been rescued by the grace of God—and I know what it’s like to feel lost. That’s why I have such a heart for people who are searching for something real, something steady. Because I’ve been there, and I’ve seen firsthand how Jesus doesn’t just patch us up—He gives us a brand-new life.

I spend a lot of time with teens and young adults who are trying to make sense of who they are and why they’re here. And let me tell you—watching them discover their identity and purpose in Christ? It never gets old. There’s so much beauty in that moment when someone realizes they are deeply loved, fully known, and still chosen.

Outside of ministry, I’m an author and a follower of Jesus who’s passionate about helping people break free from whatever’s holding them back—shame, fear, addiction, religion without relationship—you name it. Through Biblical discipleship, I walk with people as they step into spiritual freedom and begin to truly live.

My mission is to reach those who feel like they’re too far gone, too broken, or too confused to come to God. Spoiler alert: you’re not. Jesus isn’t intimidated by your mess. He meets us right in it. My prayer is that through my words—whether spoken or written—you’d feel seen, loved, and invited to know the One who never gives up on us.

We don’t have to have it all figured out. We just have to take one honest step toward the Savior who already made the way.

blog Posts

“Living in grace, walking in truth”

Safe in His Love

“The Lord is my refuge and my fortress; my God in whom I trust.” Psalm 91:2 I remember times where I would be mad at myself because I had to trick my mind into feeling “safe”. When I was in a crowded room or in a public place I was told by a psychiatrist that…

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Grace…

Sometimes, my heart forgets that grace isn’t something we earn, it’s a gift freely given. That truth has been pressing on me lately. Not just the idea of grace, but the reality of it, that no wound we’ve inflicted, no wrong we’ve committed, no darkness we’ve carried is stronger than the reach of God’s grace.…

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Like a Moonflower…

I’ve never been scared of the dark. As a child, I often found myself trying to find dark places to hide in. Whether it was a closet, under a bed, or curled up in a ball in a dark room, somehow the darkness seemed to bring me comfort. As of recently, God has been stirring…

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Podcast

Where Moonflowers Bloom: Finding Jesus in the Darkness

Finding Jesus in the Darkness of My Story Where Moonflowers Bloom Podcast

In this first episode of Where the Moonflowers Bloom, I open up about my story and why this podcast was born. Just like moonflowers that bloom only in the night, I discovered that God’s light shines brightest in the darkest places of my life. This is my testimony of finding Jesus in the shadows of brokenness, and how His presence turned pain into purpose.