He believed in me 1st.

“For God, who said, “Let there be light in the darkness,” has made this light shine in our hearts so we could know the glory of God that is seen in the face of Jesus Christ. We now have this light shining in our hearts, but we ourselves are like fragile clay jars containing this great treasure. This makes it clear that our great power is from God, not from ourselves.”

2 Corinthians 4:6-7

I would never try to take the glory away from God, because without God there would be glory in me to give. The only time I feel confident is when I’m sharing about what God has done for me. The only time I feel in tune with my mind, is when I’m listening to music that worships God. The only time I’m free from worry or burden is when I’m praying. The only time the world makes sense is when I read what the word says about it. The only time I cry is when I feel like I let God down or when I notice all hes done for me anyways. The only time I feel vulnerable is when I’m out of church or have not been in fellowship with my Christ family. Or not reading the word to remind me of God’s  love for me. The only time I feel real is when I write about God. The only time my life brings me joy, is when I’m glorifying God with the gifts he has given me. The only time I can walk away from temptation is when I ask God to help me. I’m not capable of these things on my own. Most people wont understand because you have to be at your lowest to ever know what being lifted up feels like. That’s why I share about God. Because people don’t give him enough credit. Do you really think if you could handle your life by yourself that you would even be in half the situations or dealt with the hardships you’ve had. I have a treasure inside of me that no amount of money can buy. I have Christ in my heart. And because of him I am free. Free from the slavery of sin. Free from bondage’s. Free from addiction. But most importantly free from myself. I’m free to be the person He always knew I would be. He deserves glory for everything He is, was and will be for the rest of my life. He believed in me first. When I couldn’t even look at myself, He saw beauty in me. I was created by God himself. I glorify him and him only. Because without him I would still be stuck back then; when I thought death was the only way out. Or when drugs were the only thing that could numb my pain. Back then when I dreaded a new day. I have days where I am reminded of the person I was but it doesn’t bring me down anymore, but makes me grateful for the God that loves me. I pray that God reaches out to who ever reads my posts. May the creator of heaven and earth show favor to the apple of his eye. And may he reveal himself to you, in only the ways he can. And may he also show you what glory really is. Amen. All the honor and glory goes to the King of Kings. To the one who reigns forever. Jesus Christ.